Blaaaah

I really need to post......

So much for it being my gallbladder.....

They found a tumor on my liver.

I am so confused and messed up. But me being me, is pretending to be wonderful and great and supporting everyone else through this.

I am scared.

The CT I had the other day was meant to tell me what sorta tumor I had. But they looked in the wrong area and said my liver was fine. Which is inaccurate.

I don't know what to think. What to feel. What to do.

I feel really vunerable.

I'll let you know what happens....

Health Update

One thing that I forgot to mention yesterday is that I am having what seems to be issues with my gallbladder. Every few weeks I get crippling pain, bloated, nausea, lack of appetite and am a mess. My Doctor thinks its gallstones which ties in with the reflux and heartburn that I oh so often have.

So this morning I went for an ultrasound to see whats happening in that little abdomen of mine.

I am hoping that it is explainable, and gallstones because then I could have the little motherfucker out. I need it sorted before I go overseas! Which reminds me.... have to sort out my passport today!

I am aiming to get back into blogging over the next week so that I can keep up with my food diaries. I would like to start eating more holistically. I have been eating a lot of Asian food which I adore.

If anyone has any tips, recommendations etc- please feel free to comment me.

Hope all is well! I am trying to catch up on everyones blogs!

Slack Me

I'm alive....Actually I'm more alive than I've ever been. And thats why I havent posted. I work hard during the week and live it up on the weekend with my gorgeous friends. I've had millions of laughs, millions of drinks, millions of fun nights out , millions of epicly bad dates... such a hoot!

I am single and love it. I'm very content this way and am focusing on myself!

I'm a size 14/16. I havent weighed myself in almost a year and have no intentions on it.... I much prefer knowing what size I am than being obsessed with the scales.

I have made a huge choice to move to England next year. I plan to tell my boss in Nov and leave in Feb. So I need to keep up the saving! I also need to sort out passports and find myself a job- I plan to work as an au pair.

I'm back in touch with my spirituality.

I'm light and bubbly. I am the old new me. I am changed after the last two years. But I am so brilliantly happy.