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Saturday, April 18, 2009

Off the rails...

I've lost it... really..... its like a crashed....eoralin you are right.
Made worse by the fact there is a guy. And he is amazing. But its a very messy situation and I dont know if I will end up being with him. First time I've been involved with a guy like this in a long long long time...and I feel like I've set myself up for heartbreak. I want to be with him so much. We click. But I have to wait to see what he is doing. I need to give him time to think. I'm going to give him time to sort himself out then its yes or no. No stringing me along.
So I managed a 30 min workout today. Food is not great. Today I didn't eat until dinner. Funny how I've gone from being someone who would make excuses to eat "Im sad, im bored, im celebrating" to someone who repluses food when upset, stressed etc.
This week's plan/goal is to get back into it. Get my head back into the game as much as I mentally can. Get back to the gym, back on track with food. And most importantly look after the most important person- me.
I will change my blog layout soon. It takes a little bit of time to re add widgets etc so please bare with me.... promise to find something a little more eye friendly lovelys!

Send me positive vibes for the guy issue....

4 comments:

Melanie said...

I'm sending white light and positive vibes. Hope you feel better soon,
Mel

SkinnieMinnie said...

Damn the Blah feeling! It will pass soon enough xo

mjwdec73 said...

Sending you positive vibes. Just don't spend your time waiting for him. If it is meant to be it will ...

Diz said...

Always positive vibes. Just remember, a good man is a "nice to have" not a "need to have". You don't NEED to have a man in your life to be successful, beautiful, intelligent, all those wonderful qualities that you already have. A man will compliment the goodness in you. Be true to yourself and the man will fall into place. You Rock Sister!