Thursday, July 10, 2008

All I did was blink

I can't believe it! I hop in scales this morning and its 101.1!!! Soooo close! Why couldn't my body have been nice and given me that 100 grams? So 100 grams until I've lost 20 kilos and 1.2 kilos until I'm 99.9!! I can make it by my birthday! Sweeet!
Home from a really great game of netball. Was lots of running. So I can definately say that I am going to have that 100 grams off by the morning. I also did pilates. I felt so great after both. So back into the swing of the exercise me thinks. Still haven't decided if I will join that gym or not. I honestly don't know if I can keep that commitment. At least I'm being honest. Might leave it a little while.
I am feeling good. I am feeling super good. It's hard to blog when everything is positive. Lol.
Something else I'm slowly learning..........
I winge sometimes about no boyfriend. I know the reason its not happening now. It's totally me. It's the way I look away when guys look at me, its the way I hold myself, they can tell the lack of self confidence I have when it comes to guys. I am sure of it. But slowly, its changing. It'll happen. Just need to be able to smile at the reflection in the mirror of myself before I can smile at a guy whos smiling at me.

skinny "smiling" biddy :0)

P.s: Mum bought home 2 dozen doughnuts she got for free......nightmare...


mjwdec73 said...

Yes, you so totally can make it. Nearly there now. You will do it. I'm loving watching you get more confident and comfortable in your own skin. So very cool.

LapBandGirl said...

Woah... 100g... that's nothing! You'll have lost that by tomorrow. With the gym, you either love it, or you hate it. I love it and feel weird when I don't go.. but I know some people who enjoy exercising outdoors or who have a personal exercise favourite that doesn't involve being in a gym (like you with your netball). When I first started going to the gym I found Spin, which I Love love love. And I love it even more now that I've lost more weight... the more weight you lose, the more you'll be able to move... and that's when you should try new things, like going to the gym.But you're doing everything right for now.. so just do what you enjoy!

Anonymous said...

Yay, im sooooo proud of you girl!!
xox ur kicking butt
Lizzy :-)

Diz said...

Girl, you got this one in the bag! And by the way...boyfriends are not all that fantastic. It's work. You're right, it will happen when you're ready, but right now, you are working on the most important thing...YOU! Don't let anything...including a hot looking boytoy distract you from YOU. Any man would be lucky to have you NOW. When you're ready, it will happen and we'll be right there with you cheering you on.