Thursday, March 6, 2008

Geez Louise- 6 days!!!!!

Six days to go until Skinny Biddy is born.
Feeling really good now on Opti-fast. I won't lie and say I've followed it 100%. More like 70%. I do very well in the days then midnight hits and im starving. No water, veggies or shakes fill me up so I end up having some toast.
I've lost 6 kilos so far. Very happy with that. I know I'll never lose that much in a week again.
I'm proud of myself at the moment. I know I have made mistakes but I will not beat myself up over them. I will never make myself feel guilty again for eating food. That was Big Bridget's daily emotion. I'm kicking it to the curb. I do feel like my mind set is already changing. I can see already how amazing my life is going to be after banding. No more constantly thinking about food in such a negative manner. Only postive thoughts.
I am so ready to do this. 6 days, its coming so quickly!

Not only is another world possible, she is on her way. On a quiet day, I can hear her breathing.
- Arundhati Roy

-bridget :0)