Monday, May 5, 2008

Insert Witty Monday Blog Title Here.....

I believe that the Good Lord gave us a finite number of heartbeats and I'm damned if I'm going to use up mine running up and down a street.
-Neil Armstrong

Still haven't decided about the blog. Kinda think fuck it now. Whatever. Take me as I am. Will let you know what I decide though.
Got asked to start work earlier today. So as of May 26th I am working part time at pre school. I do have to pretend im trained as a cert 3 (which im not) and do lots lots lots more work. But it will be a challenge. And I will make sure that I am not pushed around and I WON'T get stressed out. New found appreciation for myself. I will be glad to have some money however! Lol.
Band is tight today again. I don't think I'm stressed for any reason, I was yesterday though. So haven't really eaten anything

Lunch- cheese and bacon balls (dont worry, i know)
Dinner- sheperds pie and veggies

I feel so heavy and full. It's gross.
Seeing dietician tomorrow so will talk to her about everything.
Dads lost 11 kilos already. He went for a 5 km walk today. The man is a machine.

Men...... ok. well....... i am ready. Confidence is there. Not 100% but its there. So guys.... come and get me!
Just worked out bmi... was 45, now 39. Im pretty impressed with that! Will ask dietician tomororw what percentage of excess weight I've lost, as well as what band I have. Because I actually have no idea!
My 21st is on August. My plan was to be a size 14 by then. I'm already fitting into a size 16. Granted its tight, but still! Hap hap happy!
I do need to exercise more. I SHOULD have gone today. But yeah. I didn't. I think when I start work I will be in a routine so will make set times for workouts. At the moments I have things on all over the place. I think thats why the end of last yr and beginning of this year I put on a lot of weight. I was running my own business and worked everday a few hours here and there and so I was struggling to get to gym and get my act together because everything was last minute. I'd organise time to go but would have work at the last minute. So thats the plan...... make a plan....

-skinny "feeling hormonal" biddy :0)


mjwdec73 said...

Size 16 - wow! That is fantastic - you are doing so well. And your dad is going off. It will slow down though.

I know what you mean about a routine though - were you reading my mind yesterday? I notice that my food is all over the place when I have less of a routine - my nutrition levels definitely suffer.

Good luck with the extra work - I'm glad to hear you aren't planning on accepting any crap.

One thing please - don't beat yourself up. If you sit there saying that you "should" be doing something, all you are going to do is feel guilty and beat yourself up more. Accept it happened and move on.