Tuesday, April 1, 2008

My New Mini Goal

I haven't been feeling the blog thing at the moment. It could be because my a little frustrated because I'm desperate for the fill (not long to go I know), I don't know if anyone is reading this anymore and I'm still quite tired.
Yesterday I went out with my awesome friend Nicole. Love you!! We went and got lunch which was a little daunting. It was fine, ordered from the kids menu, fish and chips. I was able to eat the whole thing! No probs at all. Reminder I need a fill!! We also walked around the shops for awhile and that was fine. I was tired by the end of the day.
Got up this morning and did some cleaning. I was fine until this afternoon when I felt wiped out. Mum doesn't get why I am so tired. I tried to explain that its a combination of things. It's the reduced calories, the surgery, the fact im no longer on diabex and some people are still off work at this stage. She understood when I put it all together.
I haven't done anymore exercise since my 20 mins last week! Lol. I DEFINATELY will tomorrow. I promise myself and promise you guys (if anyone is reading). So you can syber slap me if I don't.
I've started to notice the difference in my body. I can't wait to get to under 100! I'm taking small goals, 5 kilos at a time. So my next goal is the 15 kilo mark. I'm hoping after starting my workouts tomorrow as well as the fill Friday I can get there in the next two weeks. So thats my mini goal.
I will put it up on the right side. Now I'm not going to become suicidal if I don't get to it. Like I said awhile ago, I haven't become obsessed with the grams. I only weigh myself once a week at maxium.
On the job front, found out that the wage isnt as bad as i thought it was. Its the usual wage so thats good. But I don't think I want to put myself though all that stress. It's a lot of work and to do it in half the time. So will ask if I can just work there without doing the traineeship. She does need someone and doesn't have anyone else.I don't think I will stick with Child Care. I feel like I can be more. I don't know what yet but it'll come to me during this process of finding myself. With each kilo I get a little closer to finding the true me.

-skinny biddy :0)

p.s: I think I am feeling pretty low today also as it is my Grandad's birthday. Yeah, April Fools Day. He passed away nearly three years ago. That day changed my life a lot. I miss him a lot. So this blog today is in memory of my dear Grandad.


mjwdec73 said...

I'm reading, I promise! I'm just a little slow because I'm still offline at home.

Okay, cyber slapping time - are you having your multivitamin every day? Must, must, must have it! It does wonders for your energy levels. That plus losing the weight will make such a difference for you. I know I'm really annoying with my hideous chirpiness and energy.

Hugs for your grandfather - I don't think we ever stop missing the people we love.